Monday 4 April 2011

are WE there yet? ALMOST!

2nd april 2011, 22:15pm- after all of sudden he came out with an idea of getting engage. which makes me feel butterfly. since we had the conversation, i was super-duper excited about this whole thing and i started to day-dream about how things will be arranged for our soon-to-be-big day. so, here are few things that i had in mind so far. (p/s: subject changes from time-to-time)

checklist number 1:  RING

taaadaaaaaa!!! hohoyehhhh someone will get a ring beybehhhh! these are three choices of cuts that catches my eyes.



checklist number 2: WEDDING DRESS

it is every girl's dream to look stunning on their big day. so do i.  im thinking of combining both designs into 1. what do YOU think?



ohhh not to be forgotten, busana kemelayuan on the akad nikah day.

checklist number 3: RECEPTIONS' DECORATIONS

a reception without pelamin is like a knight in shinning amor without his horse.  these are the ones that have been shortlisted. nice huh?







 
checklist number 3: the king of my heart; YOU!

what's the point of these whole marriage thingy without YOU as the groom? hee. until the end of time, u will still be the one.


..........................even when we'll both grow old, i will always hold u tight for in a rain or shine. because u meant everything to me.


to be continued..................

because YOU loved me.......




For a start, he's the apple of my life, my baybee pumpkin honeybun which i've known for the past 5 years (since the 1st day i met him) yet, i feel that i've known him, MY WHOLE LIFE and i loved every single thing about him especially things that he can deal with; my sense of irritations which im 101% sure no one else can tolerate this as patient as him. and that makes him HOTTTTT!!
  1. im too concern and loving until i'll endup being sort of a Queen Control (huwaaa am NOT!!)  i called in every 4 to 5 hours in a gap and back-to-back reply of sms-es, is a must. i need to know every single thing that he do. not because i did not have faith on him, but......im scared of losing him.  
  2. my head is full with craps. and this leads to random jealousy. YES! i admit it, FINALLY.....sigh. 
  3. im a spoiled kiddos.  im always thirst for his love and seems like i never had enough, i wished he could pamper me 24/7 without even a second of  halt. and if i found that he's been too busy with his job and responsibilities, i'll endup being the annoying-est living creature just to get his attention.
  4. sensitivity reflects me. because i cried alot, yes i mean it, ALOTTT!! and my heart is fragile.  even a scratch can lead to years of pain.
i think four is enough for now. eventhough i had too much of negativity in my soul. but these four are the major concerns. bluuuwekkksss!!

Saturday 2 April 2011

YOU're on my wishlist!

i wish for many things,
i wish for all things.
i wish i'll be your favourite forever.
i wish i'll be the one you wanted to share things with.
i wish i'll be the one who see you through your bad times.
i wish i'll be the one who is there to share your happiness.
i wish i'll be the one you dreamed of.
i wish i am the one you loved.
i wish i am simply your only one.

because i did....


Did you miss me ?
because i miss you so bad 
Did you ever think about me? 
because i did every single second
Did you feel when im not around ?
because ive lost my strength without u by my side
Did you feels that tears is falling? 
because my cheek already wet . 
Did you feels when you touch something like you dont even touch it?
because i did touch you on the frames and its feel like nothing 
Did you see something? 
because i saw our future .
Did you feel lost without any direction? 
because im already lost in your love 
Did you love me like i do?
because I LOVE YOU every single breathe of my life .